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2nd sem

2011-12-15T20:11:00.004+08:00

Just a little something we've accomplished so far this second semester :D

Been quite busy and at the same time not. LOL.

Merry Christmas!

Stressed

2011-08-08T21:48:00.003+08:00

Being a freshman college student is really starting to get to me. First of all, being the class president is nice but I still get to be the underdog to our vice president. I will have my stand against him someday. I promise this. Second, subjects are a pain but thank God im getting good grades so far for preliminaries.

1.75 - Theology

1.00- PE

1.00- Intro to Communication (major sub)

2.00- natural Science

My classmates are nice. God answered my answers of having good classmates this year.

Special staff for our college student council is great. It gets to open a new me. A more responsible and outgoing me. All of this I could not have done without God. Thanks be to Him.

i wanna redo my blog..but maybe when im not so busy anymore...

Till next time..

The New Me

2011-05-19T20:51:00.002+08:00

This is the "New Me"

Hopeless Romantic

2011-02-21T21:40:00.002+08:00

I keep waiting each day.

Waiting for the day that you come again.

Ill kiss you, ill hug you.

Never let you go away once more.

But thats just fantasy.

Once its ended.

It may never come back again

Pieces shattered down

Then youd just realize that your wandering

Thinking, misleading your self

Till the day...when love returns

Second chances may come

But there is nothing like the first love

The most spontaneous one youd ever feel

The person youd always long for inside

And then...

Once more...

Your lost....with no hope of returning.

Leaving everything behind.

2011-01-23T23:19:00.004+08:00

What am i to you?Thats my question.

I am asking for the truth and not an opinion.

We laughed,we cried and those were great

But what happens after we face our fate.

I am here just standing alone

Sometimes hanging by the phone

Waiting for you and no one else

That makes me ignore my mothers yells

Did you just get fed up with me

Is that what you wanted me to see

The once imperfect person who is perfect in my eyes

Is now completely gone but still continues to fly

I dont know what direction to choose

The one that leads to you that comes with lues

Or the one thats clear but w/o you

I am stupidly in-love....

because I chose you.

No matter what you do,no matter how many times we have had our downs....Id always love you.

-Kilig!!-

Something to brew over.

2011-01-12T22:04:00.003+08:00

Its like looking into a mirror.

I remember when me and my sister used to be like those 2 kids in front of us :)

Time sure flies....

Lets play

2010-12-30T20:39:00.003+08:00

Louise and Jun

I finally had a day to go out with my friends.The first place we went to was Sm pamp.Basically,we were trying to find a new look for our friend,Jun.So its me,louise,geil and jun.the 2 girls were making fun with jun.since jun looks like a kid coz of his physique and height,they play with him like he's a little kid.poor jun.after that just ate at mcdonalds.its was really funny that louise and jun brought their baby hamster with them.so cute

after sm pamp,next stop was sm clark.we dont like sm XD

Gail was supposed to come but then we had problems with connection coz all of our cellphones lost its power.coincidence much.hahaha...hope Gail didnt get mad.

Then went to juns house and my it was freakin huge.almost like a mansion.then we just chatted our way for 3 hours straight.

to wrap it up,very good day.

Truth

2010-12-29T08:53:00.004+08:00

Despite

If you should hide the truth from me

Why wouldnt you want me to see

Each line you said that was a lie

That was enough for me to get by

I wouldnt rage over you

But to the things that you do

Sometime with me and the other afar

Though I wouldnt want to cause a war

You hide,you hide thats what I know

You hide from me to the bottom below

Are you ashamed for who I am

Or did the feeling last only back then

What stays this year will stay that way

So does this mean I have no say

You used me but it was oh so sweet

And I even thought that we could meet.

Now the truth is out,whats more

But all those I things I have bore

I would go not just for your happiness

Because I love you truly,no less.

When there a comes a time that someone betrays you,never get mad at the person.For it is the sin that you should despise and not the person that you love.Though you get hurt by the things done,never forget the moments you shared either lies or not.

My mistake

2010-12-27T12:59:00.004+08:00

"Regret"

I thought I knew that person

Who I used to know as soft spoken

Now all I feel is rage and anger

And sadness i feel no wonder

The lies you said were oh so sweet

But not to the time I knew it was beat

I kill you know is all i want to say

Then maybe ill finally have a good day

I loved you so,terribly

But it wasnt enough to last till February

I cry and weep not for whats lost

But for the person i thought who was my boss.

Whats so different from before and now....?

Something mustve changed.Between us?No...between you and someone else.Perhaps....

Your killing me here.Should we still continue this or are we just fooling each other?

Caught Up

2010-12-12T21:47:00.006+08:00

I just thought about my negative side.Wanted to get this out my chest even at least in my own blog.Please give me the freedom to be expressive without judging me.Its just the way I feel right now.....

I'd remember I was always afraid.Afraid to do things on my own.But now that I finally want to,why dont I have the guts to do it?How come something is still pulling me back when all I want is to break free and be independent.

Obsession?Maybe.I mean,theres only one thing..or someone that I keep waiting for.Crazy?Maybe a little.If you keep staring at something that reminds you of the person,does that make you crazy?uhmm...(no comment).gaah...ok.I am crazy...crazy for...uhh =.=" id be the happiest person alive if i would be positively sure "it" was real.

Depression....Emo?Yes.Well,at least I think I am.But not compulsive that i'd want to cut my wrist or something.no no no.I dont wanna die.But you cant handle wanting to die(figuratively) if you get so discouraged.I get enough of that from my mom.Go figure....

Cacophony.I hate this.Id want to burst out when the environment is so noisy.I cant hear anything but chitter chatter around.Crazy enters here.

Ang gulo talaga ng isipan ko ngayon.Hindi ko alam kung ano ba dapat ang isipin ko.BF ko,hindi ko alam kung okay pa kame.Mom ko,wala akong ganang makipagusap dahil for sure ang agad kong maririnig sa bungaga niya ang malakas niyang pagdiscourage at nawawalan na ako ng interest sa gusto kong gawin.Dad,ang dami paring ineexpect sakin.Id better stop...

When I see your face...

2010-12-01T19:45:00.006+08:00

Inspiration strike.This short story was inspired by Sam Low.He's a very great guy and I guess his personality gave me this inspiration.....

This guy..SAM LOW ---------------------->

Every time I see his face,I feel quite numb.

I have not seen a face with such charm and dazzle.

That smile,those eyes and lustrous hair.

I could just stair at him all day

It's as if your looking at an angel.

Seeing him is like defying gravity

You may even compare him to Adonis

Exagerated as I sound

Thats how I think of him

But not only is he beautiful

He has a soul so pure

Not completely,but is enough to satisfy anyone

My sweet melody

But every time I see him....

I cant help but feel selfish

Am I right for this person?

Me?

Someone with such simplicity

Nothing completely special for eyes to befall on

As I see him with his friends as beautiful as he...

I feel small.

Why me?

Why would someone so majestic as he

Fall in love with someone so human as I am

Why did he choose me?

Out of all those who are better than I am

Why me?

I guess its true that love works in mysterious ways.

I mean who wouldve thought that I would be with someone like him

Even though I have mentioned his god-like face

His heart is what I love....

Even if he turns into something unwanted,id still love him with all my heart.

Even if lost his beautiful face,Id still love him because its not his face that captures me.

Maybe it does,but if that was all gone.....id love him the same way.

Hmm,any comments about this story?Well the persona is unidentified so let your imagination soar :)

Till here,

My First Blog Award

2010-11-26T23:10:00.003+08:00

Credit:click here

Thanks to Emily for giving me this award :)

Here are the rules:
1) Accept the award
2) Post it in your blog and tag the blogger who granted you the award
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Fantasy?Maybe not...

2010-11-22T18:32:00.003+08:00

Ok,so this poem was written by my good friend Matt Ong.He's quite the romantic type (I think :P)Being able to write this poem makes him so....here we go.

Perfect Girl for Me

I wish now that I would see
The perfect girl made for me
She's the girl that'd cure my trouble
and make me feel like a floating bubble
She'd love flowers that are pretty
Flowers that are pretty as she

She'd never be angry
with reasons so petty
She'd be sweet as bubble gum
and makes my heart beat like a drum
She'll be like a swan so full of grace
dancing under the moonlight
She'll look like an angel with her gentle face
that makes me want to hold her tight
But I think I must be crazy!
A girl so perfect can never exist
But in this night, a night so lazy
Thinking about you, I just can't resist

hmmm,in my opinion its nice :)
Till here,

Stop OVER

2010-11-05T19:01:00.002+08:00

November 4 and 5 2010 is the awakening.The awakening of hearts,minds and souls to our society and most importantly to God.On there 2 days,we had our retreat or what is also called a STOP OVER.Our class was fortunate enough to be complete.We had about 4 sessions I think.It was all very enlightening.We talked about the things that we normally dont talk about in our daily lives.Our problems and like the sort.
You can already expect a lot of emotions during a retreat.Tears always fell every session.Making us realize the things that is most important in our lives is quite shaking.Ill never forget this 2 days because it brought back our group of friends which is the "Tribu Ek ek"...funny name right =P Thanks to the Lord!

BTW:The shirts were wearing was the shirt I was talking about in my last post ^_^

The Geek Look

2010-11-02T20:23:00.004+08:00

Last sunday,my mom, sis and I went to do a little shopping.I got this top and just love it.haha,i never sported the geeky preppy look so this is my first time....ahaha

My dads best friends son came over for the weekend and it was great being with him for a short while.He cam home today which was very sad.I only got to spend 1 night with him.I like kuya jay(thats his name)very much.He acts like my bigger brother which I always longed for ever since.He's a great guy.Smart and outgoing.

Our retreat is coming up and i am excited.We will be getting our class shirts that was designed by yours truly :P cant wait to see the outlook.hehe.The first shirt that i made was in sophomore year which was fail.It was too neon xD...hahaha.So i hope this one turns out okay.

Till here,

Who loves you?

2010-10-29T20:11:00.004+08:00

Forever

Ever since my world begun
I never knew what I shouldve done
To be honest and true to my self
For this is also for my wealth

Now i am serious enough
to say that i love thee
Though this decision is tough
but this is what i want for me

never have a i felt this way before
you made my heart melt down to the floor
i dont know what id do if you werent there
to love me with all your care

i love you and thats what i know
and wherever the wind may blow
id still love you even if you dont
if you'd wish me to stop id say;"I wont".

Inspiration strikes best when you have nothing to do :P
Till here,

Best friend!

2010-10-22T20:29:00.005+08:00

Gail has been my best friend since 4th grade.We were usually seated together in each class.I cant believe its been 6 years since weve met.Im really happy to have her in my life.My day wouldnt be complete if I didnt see her.She just makes my day complete even thought if we wont talk,just seeing her smile makes me happy already.6 years with her made my life a lot less stressful and sad.Knowing that she's around always fills me with glee.

Awhile ago,we were just talking then she called one of her friends with a nick name.Then she asked...

"Bakit tayo walang tawagan?"

I smiled and said that "wala pang nick names nung panahon natin xD".But then again,I told her that I liked her name so I guess a nick name was not needed.

Lou,Mj,Gail and Me

Even though we would only have a few more months to spend real time together...I still feel like it isnt enough.Ill miss her(and our group)when each one of us leaves for college.

Hoping for the best in the few months to come...

Till here,

Sweet Disaster

2010-10-19T07:38:00.003+08:00

This morning around 2:01 am,strong winds and heavy rain awakened me.The rains were so loud and it was really weird coz even the winds had whooshing sounds as well.Kinda freaky.Then at 5am,my friend text-ed me and informed me that classes were suspended due to the super typhoon.Signal 2 here in pampanga.

Most of us are gonna have mixed emotions now.

I was kinda psyched that there were no classes but were going to be missing alot then.Next week,we will only meet at regular school time on tuesday and thirsday.On monday no classes coz of the all souls day no regular classes on Wednesday coz of United nations day and no classes on friday coz....well,I dont know.Our teacher just told us that :P

The week after next week will be our exams week.We are so gonna be cramming then.Dear Lord help me 0=(

Hope things work and pacing is definitely needed this week.Till here!

Is this real?

2010-10-18T21:24:00.001+08:00

"Someone went knocking on my door
For only me to find out that that someone
would lead me to love."

No escape

2010-10-13T21:46:00.000+08:00

Out of sheer boredom, a short story comes out of me. Its nothing much but since I always give though to life.....what would life be if you didnt live it the way you want it? What if your dreams arent fulfilled? What happened...read and discover :)

I walked up the stairs to find my things. A door left open with no one in sight. Curiosity kills, and so I went in. Shockingly, the room was completely empty. Just a window and walls covered in white. What kind of room would be left so neat but nothing to make someone come back to it? A rush when behind me and the door was locked shut. All I can see was the white room. Suddenly, I felt claustrophobic due to the lack of ventilation and monochromatic color of the room. I tried to find a way out but I was in no luck. After a while screams and voices came from nowhere. The noise was loud that I cant barely handle it….Plea's of people crashing through the thick walls the single window on the room broke through the pressure of the sound. As the window broke, the broken glass pieces flew sharply to.........

"Aaaahhh!!!"

I snapped.

A book was at my side. Cloudy skies and a refreshing breeze hugged me.I was daydreaming. Dreaming about a world where voices and prayers could not be answered. A world where every bit of happiness was not noticed. A world of pure misery.What kind of sign was this? Is this an omen or not? The only thing I could think of now is…

"Atleast im still alive."

Even though we might not get what we want in our life, we should still be thank full that we are.

Corby

2010-10-11T22:04:00.000+08:00

Oh how I want this phone.Its playful and it has an awesome interface(in my opinion).

This phone is just the kind of phone i want to replace w/ my softbank 707sc.Although im still figuring out ways on how to accumulate enough cash for this(Php. 6,650).I dont want to ask money from my mom coz i know that she might excuse some things so that she wont buy it..sigh.

Anyone know any good paying money makers online xD

Outreach

2010-10-03T10:33:00.000+08:00

We had our Community outreach last friday.

It was very overwhelming knowing that we had helped young students.My groups task was to teach them about God.I liked our topic since it was easy and it would give the youngsters a thought about who is our God.There was this students who I had a certain interest in.She couldnt read but she understood every word I said.That made me really happy.Im also glad that my group did a good job on teaching those students.Its not that easy being the leader of a group.
After that,me and three other of my friends went to Mr.Ramyun.Goota love korean noodles.I finished last eating.It tasted so good for it to be eaten fast.hehe.

While we were on our way to the school,my friends took this picture.I have taken quite an interest on this one 'coz it looks good.

Till here,

"Spread the Love"

The Show

2010-09-28T09:00:00.000+08:00

Last sunday evening,we went to the couryard to watch Gail's fashion show.It was surprisingly short...I think it only lasted for 30 to 45 minutes.Still,it was nice seeing a fashion show since it was my first time....I miss hangouts when they end.

She was stunning btw. :P
Then we went to figaro w/ Gail's parents who treated us.We were like so noisy in a supposed to be quiet place.lol!

Id better relish these moments....graduation is only a few months away.

Starting anew

2010-09-09T22:31:00.000+08:00

Its been almost 4 months since I last blogged.Very busy w/ stuff.Now im starting again.

With grades,friends,intrams,quizes and family...a seniors life is really full of trials.Its starting to bug me a bit.For the first time in my entire life,i got a failing grade and in the most less likely to fail,TLE.Yeah,although its just TLE...it was really hard because of darn C++.How I get so confused with that subject.Its a good thing were going to cooking next grading.Friends are also getting a bit weird.Some of them are like avoiding each other for a reason they get left behind....when walking!Just a simple thing of walking together and they get left behind.sheesh....low understanding much.

I havent told her yet about the thing.Too afraid of what she might say.Shes got alot on her mind right now anyway.Same things as im having trouble with.Im barely passing physics as well.Our teacher isnt the best one to discuss.Maybe good in giving examples but teaching step by step...oh no no no.Dancecom is over and I cant belive we lost to the freshmen.But its a good thing even though our star dancer got injured she is now good.I feel like somehow im missing on something eachday.Like I havent done something important but is not on my list.curious....

I also feel like me and my friend,Wawis,are growing apart.We dont talk that much anymore.Note to self:Get back to the old days.

I miss junior high.The easy going life of a junior is far better than a fast paced minute on the graduation wagon.I am happy to graduate but im not gonna be happy to leave my friends behind.So,I was hoping that a close friend of mine would somehow be taking the same coarse as me coincidentally so I would know someone just incase we become classmates next school year.How the days past by.I wish it would somehow just pause in 1 good moment in my life.Seeing my friends for instance and seeing her.......

High school is bitter-sweet.But when you get to the end...your goona say;"I dont want to go."

Im not perfect...no one is.

2010-05-30T23:00:00.000+08:00

Since my dad came home last december,everything in the house became super strict.Me and my sis were almost treated like help around the house.Not exactly but close enough.We had to wash plates everytime,clean everything in the house,and some other stuff.When we were young up to 2nd yr of my life,we always had a maid and we didnt really do any chores so its like we were spoiled.We were free from house hold work and we didnt worry about anything else.Thats why its been a bit hard around the house.Getting used to it is not so bad.I can still cope with it.Whats bad and stressing is my parents.They expect us to be perfect.We really arent used to this so expect us to be a bit rough.But they want us to be fast learners.

If we missed one thing,were DEAD big time.

My dad says that my mom is a perfectionist.But I think he doesnt know that he himself tries to be one too.My dad is stubborn.He doesnt like admittung his mistakes and then changes the topic when he gets reminded of what he has done.Ma-bisyo sa tingin ko ung dad ko dati.Its my hypothesis.If we missed one thing to clean up,he would forget every good thing that weve done and say;

Ano ba naman kayo,never ko na nakitang malinis tong house.Mga tamad!

It hurts when he says that.Its like hes saying that we didnt do even a single thing.When he said "di ko na nakitang malinis tong house",my mom was greatly affected.She is the who does most of the cleaning in the house.But I hate when she reacts to that.Because when we ourselves miss one thing,she would also say the same thing.Then mom is no better than dad.They are very confusing.I love them but I hate they way they think at times.I wouldnt also expect them to be perfect,but I wish they would show appreciation for what weve done rather than only notice the thing that we forgot.

They want us to believe that they are not perfect.

But when are they going to realize the fact that even their children arent perfect.

Kept inside...

Over Again

2010-05-29T21:41:00.000+08:00

Its been 2 months since I last changed my template.Well,I finally got a new one.Maybe some of you are thinking why would a guy want a theme with the color pink in it.I say,I don't mind having a girl color on my theme.Ive had the color pink on my themes almost every time.A real man isn't afraid of anything....talaga?haha...

Today has been absolutely typical.I love my summer but I hate these common stuff:

Wake up, eat,computer,shower,help out,eat again,wash dishes,computer.

Sigh...I want school to come already.Having no school is great but in some time,you would also miss it.Miss having cash that is :P.Being at home all the time really makes you lazy.I really want to go out but we just moved so the mess in our house is still not clean.Sigh...clean clean clean...again =.=".

"So tiring"

The week is almost over and there was a special thing that someone told me.It made me happy and made me feel good inside.

Not all men knows how to be a real man
and you prove to me that you're better than them
Not the way you talk or something about what people see
t's about who you are as a person.

Till here,

Best summer Ever

2010-05-26T12:56:00.000+08:00

Im here to share some of my pics from my summer vacation.A lot has happened and I can definitely say this was the best summer ever.Aside from moving again,I really enjoyed it.

First of all,my cousin came home from japan and we got to do a lot of things while he was here.I got to spend both family and friends time.It was really satisfying compared to my previous summer vacations.

Till here,

Regret

2010-05-25T22:33:00.000+08:00

Human

I am just a person who makes mistakes
A person who has a heart that can easily break
I dont know everything that I should do
To lead me straight right next to you.

Keeping it inside of me hurts me deeply
When I know that you love someone else completely
But I cant bare the wounds you have made
That made me cry and hide in shame

My mind is confused because of love
So I sit a pray to the heavens above
Make me know what I must do
to heal the wounds that made me blue.

Its been said that time can heal
But I just cant help what I feel
Inside,I still feel barren
and then I remind myself,Im just Human.

Dedicated to Miss Gail

Happy Summer~

2010-03-31T19:01:00.000+08:00

Today was the last day of school.I was expecting a lot of tears from my classmates and some drama from them. Although theres one back-biter.I didnt go to school.Thats right.I overslept and I wasnt able to go to school.Bummer. I really wanted to see my classmates reactions because some of them are freakin drama queens(no offence intended) so it wouldve really been fun seeing them bid each other goodbye and I also wanted to bid my good friends a goodbye for the school year.But I hate my stupid alarm clock.It never gets the job done of waking me up.

Sigh.Well,the upside is my cousin is coming from Japan.It would be fun to spend another year of summer with him.BTW, his name is Yu.He's quite shy and silent.It amazes me 'coz we dont even understand each other but were really close.I tried learning japanese just for him and me to understand each other.Except I still needed time.

I hope I could upload all of my pictures from Junior year in facebook.That crappy uploader always has its days.Stupid thing!

Well,till here

Happy Summer Everyone!!!

Updated!

2010-03-05T19:12:00.000+08:00

Oh yeah!Ive got myself a new theme.Its quite simple really.Although im not too crazy about the Pink colored fonts but it matches anyway;).But ill really miss my Dear Diary theme.It was so memorable.hahaha

Check it out:

Before:

Nothing new lately in the real world.Except for the fact the today was like a drama fest.So many tears so little time.I even shed a few...lol.See yah!

A night to remember

2010-02-21T20:54:00.000+08:00

Js prom 2010 was awesome.It happened yesterday(Feb. 28).It was insane!I mean like the people were all going crazy.Well,mostly the boys.The girls were just with their fellow girls.I personally liked the slow dance part.I got to see a lot of people dancing together softly and definitely alot of people were doing PDA.Although the slow dance was my favorite part,it was also my worst.I was like the only person in the dance floor w/o a couple.I did dance with my friends and all but there wasnt a time where I was with someone special.Gail and T were so sweet.It kinda made me think of;

"Why am I the only w/o a partner!?"

Other than that prom was great.My bestfriend karlo was dancing like a maniac when the remixes were on.He was looking drunk but ofcourse he's not.I enjoyed mostly my time with my friends and not with my classmates.They were like so boring to be with at prom.They didnt even dance that much.SO,I spent most of my prom time with my bestfriends.Definitely a night to remember...

Thats it for me...

Im back...

2010-02-14T09:52:00.000+08:00

Its been over 2 months since I last posted.Well,its good to be back in the blogsphere!A lots happened in the past 2 months.So,I thought id share it.

For starters,my dad came home from Japan.I was like wow and at the same time afraid.It was bitter sweet.I never actually had time with my dad before so IDK how to communicate with him.So,few weeks past and there were times he would get at me for something that I didnt do and eventually,hit me somewhere in my body.Usually the back.I dont feel bad about that.Its for my own good.I guess....

Exams passed by too.My average dropped down by 1 digit.Its 83 now.HOW LOW!I cant believe it!Im aiming for an 86 on the finals.Hope I do better.Oh God help me!

And JS prom is coming up.WEW!Still dont have a tux or something.I so cant wait.Its on the 27th of February.I have to rush things also coz I have tons of projects to submit for our finals.

Till here...hoping I could post more soon.

Happy Valentines Day to all!!!

Please!

2009-12-11T20:37:00.000+08:00

3rd MID-GRADING EXMAS
Dec. 10,11 & 14

1st day of the test(Dec. 10,2009 at exactly 12:24pm)

The first day of the exams were Geometry and Drafting Technology(a.k.a TLE)
It was so-so although I did not get the last part of the Geometry test.I didnt recall the lesson well....grrrrr
Drafting was as easy as breathing.I kept on going and going 'coz(not to be boastful)I knew almost all of the answers=)

2nd day of the test(Dec. 11,2009...no exact time)

2 word's........"Bitter-sweet"(but mostly bitter).
I went all the way down rock bottom when Ep(religion)came.I had no freakin idea what to write in the enumeration part of the test.=(
2nd test:English.I am confident to say I aced it!Being a teen who knows a lot about english and vocabulary,it wasnt so hard.
MAPEH.Another tragic test.The first part of the test was a puzzle,I didnt know alot about the questions given or the description was changed a bit.Bitter

3rd day of the test(Dec. 14,2009....Monday)

Exams for monday are Chemistry,European Civilization(History) and Noli Me Tangere(Filipino).
Save the best for last.
Ill rant about that on the said day.

Even though I would not get a high score in EP and Mapeh,I hope that I atleast pass.Coz, if I dont pass the mid exams and get a low score on the periodicals....Im dead!My record will get flushed.Its gonna be too bad.I maganaged to pull all of my grades in the second grading(all of my grades went up=))and I would hate to see my 3rd grading grades become tragic.

Oh please,please Lord.I hope I get good scores.

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Take me Away...

2009-12-06T09:48:00.000+08:00

Ease
Written by Nick

The people surrounding you have their own minds
And not all of them are very kind
Peer pressure can somtimes get to us
Which will make it hard to adjust

Rumors can kill our very soul
By people who have hearts as dark as coal
They do not know how the pain feels
When there is no one who would reveal

The pain is what everyone resists
Though those mosters still persist
Revenge will never be the answer
For we do not want to become like those monsters

Its always better to ease the rudeness
Coz we have the power of forgiveness
Not now will we be rewarded
But in time,our kindness will be awarded

Love is Blind

2009-11-19T18:48:00.000+08:00

In my Eyes
written by Nick

A couples love can always die
Even if there are blue skies
A story that gives a service of love
That is as pure as a white dove

A girl is blind with the man of her dreams
Except her sight is what makes her scream
The man is inlove with the sightless girl
And eagerly proposed with a gorgeous pearl

The woman refused for she knows
The man may regret the woman he chose
She will only be his if she sees once more
And only then can the man implore

A few years passed & a miracle came
The girl can see with eyes acclaimed
The man came to her yet again
And asked for the love put in refrain

The woman refused again for she knew
The man was blind and she never had a clue
The man accepted her decision and cries
And the man said,"If that is so,please take care of my eyes."

T_T
Sob.....Well,I dont know if the poem is understandable,but I hope it is.

Dance with Me!

2009-10-24T09:57:00.000+08:00

Weeeeeeeeeeeee......

I am so happy that Amy will be released at GCPh.I have been waiting for this character to come since the time I played Gc.

Check out her page header:

Super KAWAII!

haha....thats all

The moment of a second

2009-10-17T21:12:00.000+08:00

"The moment in that second"

At a very moment of one day
I was chatting with delay
I suddenly grew weak
and I felt very meek

My love passed by
And I felt shy
We both had nothing to say
And suddenly felt "okay?"

I asked her a question
"Who do you love?"
I wanted to know her decision
For I felt in-love

She told me who she loved
And I didnt know what to feel
I didnt tell her how I shoved
and that was the big deal

I wasnt right for her
For she was perfect
I didnt want to bother
For I might regret the effect

I now accept what is meant to be
I can never tell her my plea
But I will never feel unloved
In that moment in a second.

uyyy....sobrang cheezy.....
I made this poem just for fun and because I was in the mood:))

Deviant much?

2009-10-07T20:43:00.000+08:00

Its Wednesday today and I am officially BORED.When I got home I was so tired(IDK y)and all I wanted to do was sit and eat....LOL

Because of boredom,this came out:

haha....I didnt know what to do,so I decided to practice w/ photoshop.I used simpose to pose this sim and was happy that I still knew how to use it.So,thats all...

It gets better!?

2009-09-28T10:16:00.000+08:00

Okay,here to rant about how the audtiotions turned out.Im happy to say that "I got in!".Me and Margie(my partner)both got in.The feeling was nerve-racking though we looked and sounded shakey during our performance.

15 students were selected for the broadway.I was kind of sad that Gail didnt get in.I was hoping that we can do something together with the rest our friends.

This saturday,we will be attending some sort of seminar with the college theater guild.So excited,but I just dont know if I will be able to join Gail in a mall hunt on saturday due to the seminar thingy.

Huh?Mall hunt for what?

About the mall hunt.Me and Gail were selected as representors for our house in our club.Can you follow?LOL....We want to have clothes that match so that we would look good.Thats the mall hunt for.

What else?

Currently blogging at school.We dont have 3rd period.Yes!!!Still,I couldnt stay long here.=(
Signing....now~

The Last Song

2009-09-11T21:12:00.000+08:00

TO.It stands for Ticked Off.I am so tired of parents,s chool and home.I cant take my mom always saying that I dont do anything worth it.

NAKAKAINIS!

Sa school naman,my teachers are so hard to work with.Their like so whats the word...."Freaks"?IDK

BTW:This is my partner for the audition....Margie

About the last song.Its nothing really.I recorded a song of "Breaking Free" because I wanted to hear what I sound like.LOL.Also for practice.Im auditioning on a broadway production in school.The play wasnt chosen yet,But I hope its good.I really want a part in the play.Performing Arts is where I best project my talents(well duh..haha).

And speaking of freak teachers,my english keeps changing our audition date.It was supposed to be last thursday,but she kept changing it.Oh well.

Make Up your MIND!!!

Dot,dot,dot....

Pictures are history

2009-08-21T20:24:00.000+08:00

Pictures are history.They have the complete scene from one period of time.
Its great actually.How we can take pictures and save the memories.

"Dance Com '09,1st place"

I dont know why,but I really ♥ this picture.It say so much to me.LOL

Although,we didnt become the champions, were still very happy that we did great.So I guess thats why I love it so much.

Everyday, I think of what might the next day.Then after that day,I picture what happened.I recall all the mistakes that I did and the things that ive done.I learn a lot everyday.

Not only in photograph do remember our memories,but also in the heart and mind.

My share

2009-08-16T16:09:00.000+08:00

Im here.Alive and well... I wanted to share this poem to you all,Its my own composition.... The poem is actually for my Filipino assignment.Just finished it (4:11 pm)

Ang Nais Ko…
May isang tao na laging nasa isip ko
Kapag kapiling ko siya, lahat ay nag-babago
Sa sandaling makita ko ang kanyang matang kumikislap,
Nawawala ang aking mga pag-hihirap
Kaibigang minamahal ko

Sa isang tingin, ako ay gumagaan
At parang gusto ko siyang hawakan
Kinakabahan ako pag siyay kakausapin,
Hindi alam kung anong sasabihin.
Tumitindi ang aking nararamdaman.

Nais ko nang sabihin ang lahat
Na akoy may nararamdamang mabigat
“Mahal kita, at wala ng iba…
Ikaw lang ang aking pinaka-iisa”
Ngunit dito nabibitin ang nais na isambat

Hangang dito nalang pala kami
May nararamdaman na kong pagsisi
Sana ay sinabi ko na lahat
Para wala na akong nararamdamang mabigat
Ito ang nais ko…

I was very proud of the poem.....and I really hope you like it as well,

My not-so-hiatus update

2009-07-30T20:40:00.000+08:00

Yes!I can finally blog again!WOOT!

Its been like 2 weeks since my last post(or maybe more than 2 weeks).Im am so glad to blog!
Okay,it may have seemed like I was on hiatus....but no.I was just so busy with school,friends, and especially Dance Competition 2009.I am totally worked out and uber stressed.

Dont have new pics....huhuhu=(

School has been a blast!I ♥ it.Im actually lovin Geometry.Its very easy and fun....LOL.I never imagined that I would be love math.=D

♫+♫+♫=♥

I will probably have to rant about the Dance Com. when the event is done.hahaha
Till here,

I am so senti...

2009-07-10T19:28:00.000+08:00

Here I am....back w/ a new post

Its exams day today....Again....the test was WAY to easy for me...hahaha
After exams,we went to clark(Me,Karlo,Gracia,Rean,Elaine,Jasmine)to got to Elaine's house.=)Her house is like so cute....if it was remade...it would have been so awesome.Although the village was like uber scary...lol.Then we went to Mcdonals to have some lunch.I cant believe their chicken fillet is so small.It wasnt enough for me.So while we were there,we exchanged stories.

Blah,blah,blah...

Then,we went to Abandoned(I dont really know the spelling).Its a hospital that was very very old.Probablly lived since the american times.It had like crossroads.We were about to go inside,but I totally Chickened out.It was super scary....and it was only the entrance.lol

Heres some pics from the trip:

Stopping here...

Art Art Art

2009-07-04T19:43:00.000+08:00

Im back!Its been 12 days since my last update....but now im back...hahaha

Since im moving on to creating custom content for "The Sims 3",id like to share some of my previous creations for the sims 2...

1.)Taylor Lautner

2.)Kristin Kreuk

3.)Kristen Stewart

4.)Lily Allen

These 4 are my best works.I upload them on thesimsresource.com.Thesim that gets downloaded most is Taylor Lautner.He now has 5113 downloads and counting....=).Taylor is also my favorite sim...and actor...

Totally cant wait for Hannah Montana the movie and New Moon.Ill be watching it next week.

Exams are on 9,10, & 11...Let the cramming begin.

Woops!Till here=)

(PS:My blog skin looks to pink doesnt it....nevermind...and the problem again is the comments thingy.....haizzz....)

Second week

2009-06-22T20:26:00.000+08:00

So,its the second week of the school year.Its been great.I have a lot of new friends and most of them are not "magulo"....=)

WOW.....my first update in weeks....haha

Quick news.My best best gal pals are now talking with my bestfirend.SO happy.They havent talked in like 2 years.

Girls think im cute....hahaha......And I was almost voted for escort.ALMOST....=))

Though I cant help but feel some girls flirt with me....

Really qucik update people......till here

I think im moving...

2009-06-11T14:55:00.000+08:00

Hi!

In my last post,I said that my dad lost his job.Till now,he still doesnt have one.So,we cooked up a way for income since my sis is going to college and im starting junior high next week.

We planned to move to an apartment(temporarily)so that we could let our house for rent.Atleast till my dad gets a job.

Its fine with me.Except sa telebastagan ung apartment.hahaha.Layo naman.

Were going to browse for apartments later.The cheaper the better.:D

Im still kinda worried what might happen,but hopefuly things turn out okay.

Till here...

(PS:ty to ate rachelle for helping me get a comments box)

Schedule

2009-06-05T11:19:00.000+08:00

Yesterday,I went to school to get my schedule and section for junior high.I was a bit early(I came about 9 am)and we were supposed to get our sched. at 2 pm.

At the beggining of the day.I was so excited to know who was gonna be my classmates.I was totally hoping atleast I could be classmates with one of my bestfriends or anyone of my close friends.

Sadly,none of them were my classmates.

Sobrang na badtrip ako dun...kakainis!

After that,I felt so upset that I didnt want to go malling or be with my friends.

Till here

Oh template!

2009-05-31T23:20:00.000+08:00

Yes!

Finally got a new template for my blog.I love it...its very unique and simple.Although I cant put my comments box yet(so you guys cant comment yet on my posts).I dont know why.Can some one help me?

Once again,school starts in one week....still cant wait...hahaha

Just a quick update...

New Hair

2009-05-30T21:23:00.000+08:00

Hi!

I just got a haircut yesterday.

Im not so happy with the result but when its cut,its cut.Its weird having short hair again.I mean,before yesterday I can almost pony tail my hair....haha.After coming out of the shower,its like all over my face.

Now,my head feels cold.The wind can easily pass through.aha

9 days till school starts...still cant wait.

Till here....TCA!

No Boundries

2009-05-28T13:46:00.000+08:00

"No Boundries" by Kris Allen

Seconds hours so many days

You know what you want but how long can you wait

Every moment last forever

If you feel you’ve lost your way

What if your chances are already gone

Started believing that I could be wrong

But you give me one good reason

To fight and never walk away

Cause hear I am still holding on

Every step you climb another mountain

Every breathe its harder to believe

You’ll make it through the pain

Weather the hurricane

To get to that one thing

When you think the road is going nowhere

Just when you’ve almost gave up on your dreams

Then take it by the hand

And show you that you can

There are no boundaries

I fought to the end to stand on the edge

What if today is as good it gets

Don’t know where the future’s headed

Nothings gonna bring me down

I’ve jumped every bridge and I’ve run every line

I’ve risked being saved but I always knew why

I always knew why

So hear I am still holding on

Every step you climb another mountain

Every breathe its harder to believe

You’ll make it through the pain

Weather the hurricane

To get to that one thing

When you think the road is going nowhere

Just when you’ve almost gave up on your dreams

Then take it by the hand

And show you that you can

You can go higher, you can go deeper

There are no boundaries above and beneath you

Break every rule coz there’s nothing between you and your dreams

Every step you climb another mountain

Every breathe its harder to believe

Yeah, there are no boundaries

There are no boundaries

Every step you climb another mountain

Every breathe its harder to believe

You’ll make it through the pain

Weather the hurricane

There are no boundaries

There are no boundaries.

I just ♥ this song!

I pray to you God...

2009-05-20T20:32:00.000+08:00

Hi there...Im not in a very good mood this day...

This morning,my dad called asking for my mom...and I said that she isnt home,she was asked a favor by my aunt.So my dad said that "Oh sige,tawagan ko nlng siya."

His voice was so glum.At first I didnt understand it,coz I thought he was just tired from work.

Moments later,my mom came home.As usual,I was playing GC.Then my sis came to the room with shocking news.She told me that our mom said to her that our dad lost his job.

Then my mom came to the room also.We talked about what are we gonna do for income.My dad said that we should let our house for rent then live in our house in Magalang,but my mom didnt go along with it.She said that we coudnt live there coz when there's school,it will be way to far....and so this kept us a long time talking about this.

So,inside I felt why is this happening.Then I remembered when I was scanning our new Values book,it said that;"Never doubt what challenges God gives us because He would'nt give us a challenge that we cant overcome.".It struck me so much.So I just hope and pray that my dad gets a job and(coz my mom is going to japan in july) my mom could the job she wanted to get before(it pays a lot).

Please pray for me that my family could overcome this challenge.Thanks

Boredom.Kills

2009-05-17T14:13:00.000+08:00

Okay....it is officially the most boring day EVER!

The same routine again today....

*play gc,browse the web,watch vids,biking,sleeping,eating.....so typical

Although I did discover the best instrumental song ive ever heard....

"River Flows By"...I have no idea who made it.Just went soundt tripin and found it....its my first song on my playlist.

Till here(wow...thats short...haha:D)
Enjoy the rest of your day!

-Nick

A new blog

2009-05-16T22:41:00.000+08:00

Hi!

Welcome to so-sentimental.blogspot.com....
This is my second blog(coz my old blog got a bit loko....).My old blog was thevanity.snoogumx.net....but thats the past...haha

Hoping to meet a lot of bloggers here and throughout the blogging world.

Be nice to me..:D...im a bit slow

Thanks and hope to accomplish a lot and stress my daily insights.

-Nick